No luck

I made an important n huge decision today.
Previously, my lecturer forward me an email regarding employment opportunities in a language centre in HK.
But i didn't put that into concern and ignored it. Because i knew i would never kena one.. and also the thought of leaving my family n baby behind to go so far away doesnt appeal to me at all. So i ignored the mail.
But yesterday, he sent it to me again, this time with a message attached. My lecturer sent the mail as a reminder cos i guess maybe he knew i would ignore the 1st one?
This made me decided to give a second thought to the offer.
And after discussing it with my baby and had a deep thought over it. I decided to give it try. I was thinking, well, probably wont kena one la.. try try la.. if kena, then good lo, if tidak kena, nvm also, means i can still stay with my loved ones.
So, i decided to apply for the job.
Mana tahu, after i send the email, baru i notice, the due that for applications is 30th march... =.= """"
But, nvm la, already sent, maybe they decide to squeeze me into their stacks of applications ler? hahaha

Its already 6pm now. I did not receive the email from my lecturer telling me i'm getting an "A-" for my LM (latihan mengajar).. So sad... i thought i did pretty well.. bah~~~ but i know, compare to others, i suck like leech.. =(

Nvm la, as long as i din flunk it.
Guess luck just wasn't on my side today lo~~

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